Akhirnya bulan pusa datang lagi...

Seriously aku suka bulan posa. dulu teringat masa kat SSMJ, memang best giler masa tu. Kitaorang tunggu beramai-ramai nak buka posa sambil dengar radio. Ada satu iklan tu tak tau iklan apa dialog dia memang famous, "Selamat berbuka posa dan hari raya no" dalam loghat utara. Pehtu menngunakan Maijas untuk mengambil makanan tengahari bagi orang tak leh posa. Lepas tu waktu petang siap di sediakan bas nak pergi beli makanan kat pasar jam besar. Makanan paling mewah yong tau foola. Yang pergi tu ikut giliran tak salah aku by kelas kot. So, kita kena pesan kat sapa-sapa yang pi masa tu.Sapa yang larat sikit pergi jalan ke taman ria.

Kala masa kat ITM plak, beli makanan kat seksyen 2, pehtu makan kat beramai-ramai kat dorm. Rasanya lebih banyak habiskan duit nak beli makanan masa bulan posa, walaupun kononnya nak berjimat. Masa tinggal kat seksyen 7 plak, masa tu tak mewah sangat, maklumla dah tak dapat PTPTN dan kerja part -time. Setiap makan dibeli boleh di makan sampai waktu sahur.

Aku memang payah nak miss waktu sahur. Walaupun sedap tidur tapi fikirkan waktu siang kena kerja so memang takleh miss. Sekurang-kurangnya makan roti pun takpa. Tapi pernak jugak ter miss satu dua hari. Paling best berbuka posa kat rumahla, tapi paling dekat sekarang ni kat umah mak long. Baju raya dah tempah kat sana jugak. Murah sikit. Sekarang ni nak beli baju untuk family je. So, kepada semua yang baca blog saya ni (ada ke?) selamat berposa ok.

Words

Memang betul seperti apa yang orang tua-tua cakap, " Mata pena lebih tajam daripada mata pedang" . Sometimes words that coming out of the mouth, although we did not mean it or we did or nid not realized they will hurt or make somebody. They will change your life temporarily or forever.

Here are the example of them:

1. "Maybe depa nak kami lebih bersemangat sikit" - I've said to one of my close friend when she said that the volleyball team is still looking for player for PPM ( Piala Perdana Menteri). actually I have been chosen for the team. I didn't mean what I've said but she feel hurt that means that she did not good enough to join the team

2. "Dua-dua pun boleh fail?"- I failed my first driving license exam. yep both "bukit" and "jalan raya". Yeah I already feel bad about it then this "orang tua" mana tah like suoervisor said like that to me when I went to him to take my slip. I almost cry because yes, I failed both but you don't have to say it.

3. " Ala.. tak semua orang lulus sekali ambik ja" - well luckily this words come out of my father mouth after that. You don't know how good does it feels when my father said that. Although I'm still hurt,embaressed and angry, but stills I'm feel at least someone who understand me. ( although it took me one month to recover myself and took another test, which I passed, wohooo.)

4. "Dah ada kereta kelisa, nak tengok ke?" - Well that evening i went to my ex-colleagues second hand car dealer( actually his brothers') because i did said to him that I'm THINKING I want to buy a car. I'm THINKING only, I'm not that serious. But what the hell I just went they to see it. But when the first time I lay my eyes on that gold kelisa, I did fell in love. I don't know what it is but it seems right and don't want to let go it. I said yes already althought at the back of my mind I'm thinking, how the hell I'm going to pay for it. Luckily Imanage to get full loan, and the car is mine. I named it"Chi·qui·ta"

a female given name: from a Spanish word meaning “small.”


Well , I think after that my luck begin to change where I finally began to do more and more outside job and finally become of what I'm doing now. My car is like my main "sumber rezeki". ( that's why I'm pissed of when my aut crash my car, but that is another story). Syukur that until now, there is no major "kerosakan" although it is a second hand car. I love you chiquita.

5. " You look beautiful" - Ok this happen recently in my trip to Seremban. this most cutest, beautiful 6 years old girl 9 mix parentage his father is Australian and mother is Chinese) said that to me. At first I didn't hear it, then I said ha? then she said it again. Well, I did expert to hear it from other counterpart but I did not expect to hear it from the most cutest girl I've seen. I mean it supposed to be me saying that to her. well kid did say the darnest things, aren't they?

Back then....

Just to resfresh my memories what were I thinking when I was a young and naive ( still ) girl.

1. I though that the earth is Malaysia punya, meaning other countries have their own plant -( maybe I watch too much "The Jetsons" cartoon)

2. I thought that we can buy baby from hospital. Yes, that is what my father told me when I asked where my baby brother come from. But I always suspect it was not true. It confirm when when I study Science subject in Form 3, chapter 1.

3. When we go to other state we need passport. Seriously I believe it until I was in standard 3.

4. I was puzzle how can Mariah Carey could sing lead and back-up at the same time, this is when I saw her in "Fantasy" music video when she lipsync both lead and back-up parts.At first, I thought that maybe they are back-up singers sound like her until i learn about recording studio, mixing sounds. But it really puzzle me.

5. I have my own e-mail when I was in 1st year of university. Back then, I don't know how e-mails and internet look like.

6. I thought "Dutchlady" ( milks) is the name of the girl on the milk.

7. I thought that "orang dulu-dulu" is not colourful at all( from P. Ramlee black and white films).

8. I thought that sardine is the the name of fishes inside the tin.

9. I thought that there is a job of " stamping money" or in Malay" tukang cop duit" because my mom always said that " You thought your father kerja cop duit ke?"

10. I thought that bad things will never happen to me, well, that is my biggest mistake.

All These Things That I've Done

Lagu ni adalah one of my favourite song. I just want to dedicate this song for those who I've hurt before. Like yesterday. Kadang -kadang kita marah dan secara tak sengaja telah mengeluarkan ayat-ayat berbisa ( pen is mightier than sword, but in my case "e-mail is mightier that sword) I don't know what I'm trying to do here. Am I mean person, sending that e-mail to that person? Should I just keep quiet like I always did? I don't know. I should know better that I should not sent them, but I guess that I'm so angry to let that person get away. Now, the person is hurt and crying because of what I've did. I think. I alreadyy apologies for soooo many times. So now only time can tell.....

"All These Things That I've Done"
When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more sonIf you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on

I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I wanna mean it from the back of my broken hand
Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no

Help me out
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out

And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain't changing me
The gold-hearted boy I used to be

Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me outYou're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier

Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Over and in, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done
All these things that I've done
If you can hold onIf you can hold on

Penat dan Malas

Penat dan malasnya hari ni. Lega rasanya dah lepas KAO ni. Lepas ni VRC pulak. Nasib baik hari ni bos tak dak , apa lagi layan internetla.
Apa –apa pun tahniah kepada Jaclyn Wong sebab dapat “Best Practice of Malaysia and KAO”. Conference tu berjalan lancar. So, masa ni jugak aku nampak colleagues aku pakai baju melayu. Nampak hensem-hensem semua. Mula-mula kena pergi KLIA dua hari, amik visitors, walau pun penat, nasib baik ada jugak pak we duduk kat sebelah masa hari kedua. Hari Jumaat kena bawak Phillipines visitors ke Setapak, dua sessions. Hari Sabtu pukul 5.30am dah bangun sebab kena ada kat KLCC sebelum pukul 7am. Aku pergi dengan Mek Tot, malas nak bawak kereta. Masa dinner tu persembahan kitaorang mendapat sambutan juga kiranya cover malu tahun lepas. Best tengok persembahan Thailand, mak ai, macam dance show pulak. Aku rasa dalam masa dua hari dah naik gila berat badan aku. Yela, breakfast, pehtu minum pagi, lunch buffet, makan petang, dinner.Semuanya makanan hotel la tu , apa lagi ngap ajela. Semua yang berdiet, terbabas.
Kitaorang ada jemput Professor Yunus, yang menang Nobel Prize datang berucap, tapi sebab dia sibuk cuma hantar representative sajala. Dua orang kuat dia. Bila aku deanga diorang punya misi dan visi, rasa macam apa yang aku buat selama ni memang sikit. Diorang punya misi simpe saja, contohnya yang aku boleh ingat, "Kita kena tanam sayur dan makan sayur dan selebihnya kita jual". Aku ingat aku sorang je bukan pemakan sayur, tapi rupanya diorang pun tak jugak. diorang ada bagi pinjaman kat pengemis, pinjaman untuk bina rumah dimana tanah yang dibina tu mesti nama isteri dan juga pinjaman untuk bina tandas, seriously. Memang dia layak menang nobel prize tu sebab dia banyak berjasa kepada rakyat Bangladesh, nak harap pemimpin kita, entahlah....
Hari ni nak balik awal gila dan berehat secukupnya. Hari Khamis, kena keluar lagi pergi Seremban pulak.

Dinner dengan Dennis. Great MC

Jocelyn pun jadi MC jugak haritu.

Sempat bergambar sebelum usher lunch.

Bowling dan Makan

Bertempat kat Pin Junction ( tempat dipunyai oleh Shalin Zulkiflee)kat Cineleisure Damansara, maka diadakan Pertandingan Bowling yang disertai oleh para pekerja di kap wow min wow nun pada hari Isnin aritu. Kitaorang semua cuti pasal ari tu hari penubuhan company aku kat Malaysia ni. Rasa bestla jugak, orang lain semua kerja tapi kitaorang cuti. Mula-mula ingatkan nak pergi melancong konon, tapi masing-masing tak de duit, nak buat camno.

Ramai jugak yang join, dalam 15 orangla. Adik Mek Tot pun ikut, well memang tak dapat disangkal lagi, dia main lagi hebat dari kakaknya. Aku sekumpulan dengan Kak Zubaidah, Ady,Zul dan Kim. Ada tiga kumpulan dan kitaorang guna 3 lane.

Not bad jugakla, aku Berjaya membuat 2 strike. Markah dala dua game tu dalam 207, first game 117, second, ( dah letih plus tangan dah sakit ) 90 pin je. Juara, tak tau sebab diorang punya printer rosak la pulak, tak leh nak print result. Aku rasa adik Mek tot kot juaranya. Tapi yang pasti kumpulan dia memang kalah gilerla. hehehe
Lepas tu kitaorang lepak kat Secret Recipe. Ceh rasa macam orang banyak duitla pulak. Tak makan pun tapi just have Evening Tea kononnya. Lepas tu operasi kutuk- mengutuk antara satu sama lain. Yang kena teruk Mek Totla sapa lagi, KB Mall kononIt’s a Fun Fun Day.

Close encounter with famous people.

Just now when I want to come to office, i met A. Samad Said. Well i guess no suprise there because he lives in my apartment, yes my old building apartment. So, it just makes me to reminisence who's who's I've encountered in my life:

A. Samad Said- always saw him with his wife. Sometimes we are in the lift together. His beard is real man, so white and long. He is quite small, is not that what I've imagine. For me he is famous you know, i mean we did study him and his masterpiece in high school. Some more he is " Sasterawan Negara".

Maidin - the comedian. I met him twice, I think. One occasion when he became the special guest for my father "Jabatan Penerangan Family Day". By the way I won wrist watch for balloon competition. Okay that is another story. The other one when I met him in front of Kamdar at SP. He just smile like he knew that I was suprised to see him there.

Ezlynn - The singer/host. I just went back from visiting Di at SJMC ( she gor gengue, okay that is another story to tell) when we stop by at the mamak' s and somebody said that's Ezlynn because I did not recognize her with that thick, I mean really thick make-up.

Tun Mahathir - Twice.I'm around his presence( I did not meet him face to face) when he visiting some carnival at Perlis, a long time ago. I remembered that he came to the carnival by helicopter that my skirt almost go -up ( ala Marilyn Monroe). Why we are the, I can't remember. the other one, when I'm still studying in UITM that all of us need to go to Shah Alam stadium something about UITM history or gratitute and he was the main speaker. But i did remember the free food we got after that.

Nassier Wahab & Azharina - singers.I saw them when I accompanied my dad to his retirement ceremony. They were the guest singers. I remember he sang his new song and Azharina sang that her famous song. I mean they are quite near to our table and I can see that Nassier Wahab still look likes a young dude. Seriously, his face did not change at all.It's like in 80's. Oh I also in the opreence of MAriamah Tijo and Chuari Selamat. Turns- up Mariamah Tijo ( RTM dj) also retired and Chuari selamat is the MC. He was at my table. I did not recognize him.

DYMM Sultan of Kedah - He came to our school for " Hari Penyampaian Hadiah". I did remember for those who got number 1,2 and 3 for each class need to practice how to "like sembah, ampun tuanku or something." I was standard 2 and I remebered how jealous I was then after that from standard 3 to 6, I was on the stage but they did not invite his majesty again. Instead I've got present from my father ( because he is pengetua PIBG in my school).

Che Wan Azmi Wan Ariffin - He was ADUN of Sik, my kampung. I did my History Project about him( Projek Sejarah in form 3). After that, he was lost the election. I can't imagine that now he is one of my ( bau-bau bacang ) family member. He came to our kampung house on last year hari raya and give me duit raya because he think that I'm 17. That is the best "RM 2" I ever got.By the way, now he is ADUN for daerah Sik. Why did I think he is famous, because everybody in Kedah knew him.

I think I did met quite number of famous people but I can't remember now. So, now I'm going to tagged Bernice & Akmal.